Life

I longed to see my mom
I want to be at home
The safer place on earth
Where I can find warmth, love, happiness
There is time that I want to give up
Throw up everything and escape from this sucks world
Wish I can go back to my childhood
Where I think only play
Sometimes homework stress me up
Hate it when mom yelled at me when I forgot to shower
Even forced me to take nap
Where I fond play outside the most
I remember vividly those days
I said,  wish I can grow up faster
That I will no longer scolded, forced by somebody else
It's up to me
The decision is on me
But when the time comes
Time when I mature enough
To understand how real life works
That decisions and acts we made always come within the risk
It will do any good or it won't

Written when I felt totally desperate
(Makassar, March 29, 2017)