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It has been two months or so since mass quarantine began. It is insane I have been away from my family doing quarantine on my own but never for once feeling homesick. I admit I have been in both emotional and physical distress for weeks now. I feel unmotivated. What I am doing every day is basically watching one drama after drama until I get bored. Then I would watch youtube and TikTok then switch to one social media to another. I detest the current me. The future of my study is still blurred. I should have filed the extension but I tried to prolong everything. Being a grown-up is hard. :(